Post by Emmalee Fiona Tierre on Jul 23, 2007 2:17:20 GMT -5
9|23|2007
I had the weirdest day today. I was walking through school, and I saw Blaine. Well, that's not really the weird part. I mean, I see him every day, it's school, and there's not really a way to escape him, and I'm not even sure if I really ever want to fully escape him.
He hurt me. And that's never going to go away, but I still love him..like..really love him. It's so hard because I've been blocking him out all this time after finding him with Tiffany, but..I just..I can forgive him if I wanted to I just..it was so much easier to just pretend as if he weren't there..distract myself from him..but then today..in the hall..we looked at each other..I mean..really looked at each other..but I can't go back..it wouldn't be an option after a year of not talking would it?
And besides..Griffin says it's not worth it..it would be like asking for heartbreak all over again.
This is all too weird. and..I gotta jet. I'm meeting people at the mall. =D
Toodles!
-Emmalee <33
